flashback...

last nite i spoke to my sunshine. this is an event since we get to talk so rarely. after the one hour talk, i just could not sleep. lay thinking about "us" and from where we had begun and where we have now reached. every memory flooding my thoughts, making it impossible to get the much needed sleep.
the first meeting in mcc... the scraps on orkut... the midnight calls and conversations about everything ranging from psychology to the concept of arranged marriage, to food to music... falling in love.. sharing thoughts that noone else knew about us... first official meeting... sparky's... 4 am at bus terminals... sleeper buses to bangalore... faling in love.. the first kiss... the shyness almost non existent by now.. auto rides... long long walks... falling deeper in love...singing to each other... gnite prayers... oh those prayers.. bikes and speed.. partying.. meeting each others family and friends... head over heels in love.. goodbye hugs.. trips to bangalore... cooking and cleaning... NEW YEARS!!!... deeper in love.. fights , misunderstandings... making up... making out... he he.. planning for the future.. getting ready to stay apart... sneaked meetings.. chapel services... exchanging of rings... a million train rides.. sharing secrets.. holding each other close.. quizzing each other.. loving each other...
i know we dont live in the past and neither should v live in the future. the present brings such happiness. the knowledge that you are loved by someone who knows you better than you know yourself. loving each other not more or less than the other but more than anything either of us have known before. the smile when i think of him. the knowledge that noone can love me more than he does. the trust that he would never hurt me. the hope that i will never hurt him. the present is so beautiful in spite of tensions and stressing out over future plans. but it is the wonderful present that makes us so eager for the future. the future that we yearn for. the future with my sunshine, me and a little family of our own - my dream, his dream, our dream!!!
love you sunshine. you have made my past beautiful, you make my present blissful and my future worth living for! i love you!!