to my darling sunshine......

23rd april 2007

sunshine... from now on. just gonna make this our diary!!!!! gonna be writing here everyday that i cannot talk to you!!!!
cant believe that u left chennai today! i know you are in mumbai, but that does not count! when u called me from the cabin, my heart felt so heavy!!! like for a sec i thought i would not be able to handle it and then i remembered that u so badly wanted to go home and so i figured u would not want to hear me crying just before you left!!!! ur gal is damn brave no?
i just want to tell you that though i have told you all this before, i have never meant it more.... so here goes -
you make me happier than i thought i could be. the thought of not having you near me and not seeing you every two weekends and not talking to you every nite is killing me but i am not crying cos i know that u will always remain my pillar of strength! u will always be my reason for getting up each day, u will be my reason to do well so u can be proud of me.... i can barely sleep, read or eat rite now cos all i can think of is wanting to hold you so badly!!!!!! but i know i will get better!!!! just need u to work towards us being together soon ok?????
u are my miracle! whenever u close your eyes and think of me, u better know im thinking of you too. every breathe, every song, every smile is only for you!!!!!!
you make me want to live! u make me love u more each second!
sunshine.... holding u so close and may GOD bless the broken road that led me straight to you!