February 2007

He told his mother!!!!!!!!!!!!

about me!!!!

one nite he asked me to think hard about whether this relationship is what i really wanted and after this there was no really going back... i thought.... for three hours... pros... cons... emotions... logic... wishes... desires... hopes... and dreams.... and with every passing moment i was just more sure that i wanted him... needed him to complete the person i was... i realized that i had never felt so complete in my life... never felt safer, more loved or more happy....

the next morning, soon as i woke up at 6 am, i called him to tell him im sure... he said ok, then im gonna tell my mother this week.... i dint know whether to laugh or to cry.. i was so happy.. cos telling his mom was almost like making it official... i just wanted to marry him rite then...

but well, there are complications... my parents need to know... we need a concrete plan... he needs to go back to ethiopia soon...

but rite now as i sit typing this, i know that i have never been surer of any decision in my life.

he pushes me to do more than i think im capable of, he motivates me to try my best at everything i do, he keeps telling me he is proud of me, he holds me close when im upset, he tells me im irrational, but still remains patient when i rant and rave about silly insecurities, he sings to me, he prays beautifully, he doesnt let me eat paani puri cos my stomach hurts everytime i eat it, he thinks i look prettiest when i dont dress up, he runs all his decisions by me and makes me feel like an important part of his life, he introduces me to everyone like im some celebrity, he tells me about all the girls who flirt with him and at the same time makes me feel so secure in his love, he eats food that i cook!!!!!!!, he washes dishes, he helps me with my class work, he dreams about our life together, he sounds amazingly cute when i call him at 5 am just to hear his voice..... im not dumb.... i know im lucky.. i thank god every nite for the angel he sent me...

what can i say???? nothing can capture it more than... I LOVE HIM!!! I DO!!!